I want to think
that you did this
for the both of us,
to help us,
because it was
the right thing
to do.
I’d like to believe
that it wasn’t
an easy decision
to come to,
that it wasn’t selfish
but selfless.
And I want to imagine
that you did this
not out of hate or spite,
but out of love.
And that
what we had
was wonderful,
but in the end
was only practice
for us both.
And that now,
what we have
that you
gave us both
was a chance
to grow apart,
for ourselves,
to find ourselves,
and that honestly,
it might have been
the most unselfish,
the most sincere,
the last great act
of love that you
could give to me,
not to have
or to belong,
but to just be.
And from the bottom
of my heart,
I want to say,
I’m sorry,
I miss you,
thank you,
and I hope
one day to
make you proud
of the man
I finally become.
- the words still haven’t run out (6/27/17), thekaijusleeps (via thekaijusleeps)
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